I just have been through so much in my life . I mean obviously everyone has and some even much worse than mine but i've had my share of being down in my 20 years of living. Name it , cutting , attempted suicide everything but you know what I realized ? Life's just too fucking short .Yes there will be times that you feel like you just can't go on , you just can't take it , the pain is too much but you know what ? That's just how life works isn't it ? Throws all kind of shits to you but in the end of the day you will just turn out to be fine . But here's the thing , life's nothing without pain and sadness . You know that phrase "what doesn't kill you just makes you stronger" indeed it's cliche but it's well put and it's so true . Call it bullshit or whatever you want but I know it's true . Looking at where I am now , I know that I made the right decision by not jumping of the fourth floor of my university campus . You want to know why ? Cause i've found it . I've found happiness , friends , people who take me for who I am and people who put up with me cause they love me and i've been the happiest i've been in a long time . If anyone is actually reading this and you've lost all hope , just remember that there is someone out there , doesn't matter whether it's family , friends , boyfriends or girlfriends and even internet friends , there will always be someone who cares for you , who's gonna put that small sliver of hope in you that you CAN survive . I believe in you and I think it's time that you believe in yourself
- S
